There’s something to be said about how Homura canonically went to Catholic school before the events of the series with her love quite literally becoming god and the only option in her mind to save her being to rip her from heaven and take on the weight of being an entity of that degree with Kyubey having no idea what to call her until SHE calls herself a demon.
I sit with my grief. I mother it. I hold its small, hot hand. I don’t say, shhh. I don’t say, it’s okay. I wait until it is done having feelings. Then we stand and we go wash the dishes.